To Infinity and Beyond

Happy Jacket Wednesday! If you are looking for some chill ish to read, you've come to the right place. 

Don't you just love mondays? Yea me neither. 

Have a wonderful day and Happy Senior Week!

C'est la Vie

xoxo

Aloha!! It is finally fridaayyy! I think its safe to say that I have had a pretty good week, aside from a few jelly bitches. But it's all good. 

We had a football game today, and we won bitcheesss! 31 to 21. So guess who's goin to play-offs? WE ARE! I cannot explain how happy I was. The bus drive back home consisted of jamming out and sleeping. I'm am super super tired. Wherever you are in the world rn, I hope you had as good of a night as I did. 

(I am very aware that this post will be posted on saturday for me. lol it's friday somewhere.)

I've been kicking myself to try and finish all these college applications. All i've gotta do is send in my test scores, transcripts and pay those stupid app fees. Then I can just sit back and pray that I get into my #1 uni. I want to go to University of Tennessee, Knoxville. That place is the love of my life <3 besides pizza, money, and Kenny of course lol

Music

Steal My Girl by One Direction <3<3<3

App

Kardashian (sorrynotsorry lol)

Book

How to Love by Katie Cotugno


I hope you like these recommendations. And if you get sucked into the Kardashian game, I am terribly sorry XD


Advice of the day: Stop worrying about those fake bitches. People come and go in your life, and that's normal. They may have been your 'best friend', but in the end, they may not have really been your friend to begin with. So forget them. I'll be your friend, your REAL friend <3

this will be our bff badge :) This week actually flew by pretty fast, thank god. Hope you all had a good week and have a wonderful weekend!

C'est la Vie
xoxo

Aloha! If you are wondering about the title, please stay tuned. Iv'e got a little story to tell. I don't know if you remember, but remember old dude? Guy I used to date? yea...He is tripping forreal. So me and him are not on speaking terms what-so-ever. I cut that bitch off. He was texting me one day and got all up in his feelings and was mad and blamed half of his sadness and anger on me. Like really bish? 

He was like 'im just done with people. people never talk to me and blah blah blah. I wanna throw my phone out the window. I'm going to join the navy and die in battle'. I said atleast you know what you wanna do with your life. Then he blew up and completely misinterpreted what I said. I tried to console him and whatnot, being the nice person I am. But whatever I said didn't help, so I stopped trying. So he got mad AGAIN because I "wasn't helping". So I was like you know? Goodbye. I'm done with you. I blocked him from texting me, and on all my social media sites. Now he has the nerve to try to talk to my step-sister? 

You've got another thing coming, buddy. She doesn't like you and she thinks you're ugly and annoying. Do I feel bad for you? not one bit(a little). You've driven me to the point where I don't care about you like that anymore. Harsh, I know lol That asswipe is a man thot, also known as a #snot, which means 'shady niggruh over there', or 'sneaky niggruh over there'. Makes sense right?

lol anyways...knowing me, I'm going to end up unblocking him because he was my friend and it's nice talking to him when he's not being a girly, emotional wreck. He came up to me at lunch today and was like 'why'd you block me?' ...in my head I was like 'well shiz.' I was surprised he confronted me about it but at the same time, I kind of expected it. So I just said that he made me mad. I was going to say something else, but he walked away. I know he was upset, but oh well. 

Aloha! Hope everyone had a great weekend, better than mine hopefully. I had a decent fall break and I'm sad it's ending. But at the same time I'm happy because school gives me something to do even though its not fun lol I took advantage of my last night of fall break by not sleeping. I pulled an all-nighter with my younger sister watching Orange Is The New Black. That show is flipping awesome!! I stopped at the episode where Piper beat the shizznit out of Pennsatucky. I was like 0_o go pipes!! If you've never heard of this show, please check it out. This show will make you cry, laugh, and throw things. If you watch the show, you would know that Mendez is the worst person ever. I just want to punch him and throw him in a wood-chipper. It aggravates me how UGH he is. But what's a show without a bad guy? ...

This week is going to be a bit nerve wrecking. I've got to write an essay in English class, I have chair auditions for band(which I'm very nervous about even though I practiced like crazy), and theres an away game this Friday that determines whether we go to play-offs or not. I am praying to God we win. I really wanna go to atleast one play-offs game my senior year. Fingers crossed homies...

I've decided to start a checklist book. I make a list of things I need to do/accomplish, and I do them. NO procrastinating. I want to try and lower the amount of times I wait till last minute to do things. So far, it's working. Hopefully I can keep up with it. Hope you guys have a wonderful day/night or whatever XD

Quote of the day: "It's a metaphor, you potato with eyes!"

xoxo

Just a typical night for Cheyenne. And you know what that means...youtube marathons. I am currently watching a slew of #SHISA videos. If you don't know who #SHISA is, it's Shane Dawson and Lisbug. I swear they are literal relationship goals. Bible!(if you can't tell, i've been sucked into the Kim K game) I've literally watched over 10 dare wednesdays lol and I regret nothing #NORAGRETS

If you wanna check out this wonderful pair, here are 2 of my all time fave videos they've done together XD i died with laughter...

What are your favorite #SHISA videos?

xoxo

It is finally Friday!! Also, it's about that time of year when people start dressing warmer, drink hot coco, and spend time with family. Its about time for me to crack out my fall candles and my favorite hot coco mug. Fall Break(for me, anyways) is next week, and Halloween is at the end of the month. I don't really celebrate Halloween anymore(but homegirl loves some candy), but It's not like it matters because we have a freaking football game. What kind of sick, evil people would schedule a game on a 'holiday'?

Halloween is also senior night. I get to be recognized and awarded, which is great. I'm really excited for senior week as well. All the seniors get to dress up for a whole week and be awesome. Boy does it feel good to be a senior. 

I recently just downloaded the app MeowChat, thanks to Mister Kenny Holland, a.k.a. the bae.
If you want to find me, my name on there is just Cheyenne and my username is sillychey97. I'm not sure if you're even able to find people by username lol I added Kenny, Sammy Wilk, Gilinsky, and Jack Dail. I almost flipped when I saw that Jack Dail had favorited me, but he didn't reply to my message. But whatever. Atleast he added me XD but I NEED the bae to answer my messages on meowchat so we can be 'friends'. When I say friends, i mean husband and wife XD jk but srsly, bae needs to come thru for me.

Anyways, I hope you all have a nice Friday! :)

xoxo

I think I have found another love of my life. I'm now I jumped on the boat a little late, but I am officially in love with little Sammy Wilkinson. I freakin love that dude. And for a boy he has the prettiest eyes ever. I was creepin on someones twitter, Nash's I think, and I saw his name and I was like 'Hm, my friends are always talking about him. Might as well check him out.' and I regret nothing XD but at the same time, I just dragged myself into another fandom person and my life is going to be ruined even more. I swear all these boys will be the death of me. If you don't know who Mr.Wilkinson is, here is a little gift for your eyes...<3 :

If you didn't know, I have a slight(ly large) obsession with Nash Grier and Luke from the Janoskians. I can't even explain how frikkin' hot they both are. I try so hard everyday to get their attention on twitter, but it never freaking works. I see all theses people getting favorites and retweets from them, even replies. And I'm like 'how tf do you do that?' I don't want to be one of those people who spam them 24/7 because that could be insanely annoying. I just don't understand how people get noticed so easily. You know what freakin makes me upset?!?! Nash's hometown is in North Carolina. I lived in North Carolina and turns out I lived about an hour away from him. I cannot tell you how frustrated I was when I found this out after I moved to Alabama. I was a few miles away from my future lover XD 

The whole reason I brought them up was because 2 nights ago, I had a dream with both of them in it. You know how dreams have more than one part and each part are not in correlation with each other, yea? So in the first part of my dream, I was dating Luke(<33) and we were just chilling in bed watching TV together like any normal couple would do. Although I love dreams like that, I hate how they play with my emotions. Like I can only have him in my dreams, not on real life, which is true, but still. I like to think that there's a slight chance. 

lol In the second part of my dream, me and Nash were dating(yaassss). Idk y, but we were about to go into some kind of battle thing, but I wasn't a battle. It was more like a fight. He had a knife in a holster behind him. For some reason, I snuck it from behind him and stole it for myself XD lol then we were doing some pretty PG-13 stuff...only joking lol but then out of nowhere, my science teacher comes out and starts explaining the rules of the fight/battle to us. Then my dream switches up AGAIN. I'm outside with a few other people and there's this big black girl standing like she wanted to fight us. So we all got in the fighting stance and started charging at her. But the weird part was that we were beating her up(well trying to) with Apple products. Like slinging chargers at her and hitting her with cords XD don't ask me what kind of drugs I'm taking because the answer's all of them XD oh how I just love dreaming :)

Anyways, a few hours ago, I finished watching a few celebrity documentaries. I watched Justin Bieber's 'BELIEVE', and let me tell you, I almost cried. When he started crying over the loss of Ava, I was like 

Happy Friday, my little peeps. Hope you are all having a good day. 

I just recently came down with a sickness. Who wants to spend there Friday at home with an upper respiratory infection? I sure don't. Yesterday I went to the doctor, and I felt like I should have been pronounced dead. Today, I feel much better, but at the same time I don't. I'm still insanely sick.

This post isn't much of anything really. Just me being upset about a bunch of things. Like how broke I am. How broke everyone in this household is. I know things are the way they are for a reason, but for whatever reason we are in the hole, I don't like it so far. We aren't able to do much of anything anymore. I wish we were wealthy. There would be so many things that we wouldn't have to worry about, but life doesn't work that way. Someday, I just hope we can overcome this whole financial thing so we can stop worrying about so much stuff. I know money doesn't define happiness, but when you don't have much of it, it sure as hell doesn't make anyone happy.

Thanksgiving and Christmas will be coming up soon, and just like every holiday we've had ever since we moved here, we won't be celebrating much. I don't think I'm going to ask for anything for Christmas. I knew this day would come sooner or later. I'd rather my parents not have to spend so much money when we don't have much to begin with. I don't mean to put our business out there, but this is just an issue that really makes me upset. It makes me even more upset because I can't do much about it right now. But I swear when I become famous one day, best believe I will give my mom anything she needs. And that's a promise.

Whether your'e in the same boat as me, or dealing with your own problems, stick it out. The light at the end of the tunnel will surely come. It may not be as soon as you want it to be, but trust me. God gives his hardest challenges to his strongest people...

xoxo