To Infinity and Beyond

HAPPY 4TH OF JULY EVERYBODY! (depending on where you are lol) I hope you are all doing swell this fine night. I have a little story to tell you all. So enjoy this little look into my life :)

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Recently, I just came back from a week long leadership program called Eagle U at the University of Louisville. Eagle U is a program where you learn about college readiness and preparing yourself for your future and goals. I can honestly say it was one of the greatest experiences ever. The seminars were so life changing and I've learned so much. I don't know how I've lived without the things I've learned. 

When I first arrived at the program on Sunday, I was nervous about making friends and if the people in my group would like me. But all those worries were put to rest when I made my first friend; Kennedy. I had emailed her and texted her prior to the trip. She is honestly the most charismatic, lively and enthusiastic person I have ever met in my life. She aspires to be an actress and I just know she's gonna make it. In due time, I'll be watching her on television winning award after award. On Monday, she introduced me to her friend Madison, who is absolutely gorgeous. I love her accent and she can dance her ass off. The next friends I made were Kaylee and Zoe. I had met them when we sat next to each other at a seminar, and I am so glad I did. Me and Zoe became friends super fast and we got so close. One thing we bonded over was pointing out cute guys, and there were a lot :-P I then became friends with this guy named North. Don't tell me that's not a cool name. When I first heard that was his name, I immediately thought of baby North West (lol) He is such a chill person and he's fun to be around. As the week progressed, I just started making friends on the fly. I was literally friends with everyone in my group, and I actually had a small crush on one of the guys in the group #scandalous 

So I just want to give a s/o to all of you guys and Jamie and I just want to tell you that I miss you all so much!

Zoe, North, Kaylee, Me, Nichols, Ryan, Brycen, Jacob, Zach, Carter, Noah, Jasmine, Madison, Kennedy, and Jamie <3

On the first day of the program, everybody received a drawstring bag with a t shirt, water bottle, notebook, and a notepad. But it wasn't your ordinary notepad. I was an appreciation notepad. On the top of the note it says "I appreciate", then it has a line where you put the persons name. Below that, it says "Because",then a space were you write down why you appreciate them. The thoughts that were going through my mind was that whoever made this was a pure genius. I wrote so many appreciation notes for people that I needed to get a second notepad. I fell in love with the concept so much that I vowed to use it in college. Writing these notes really puts a smile on people's faces. I got 19 appreciation notes and I smiled every time I read each one. I still smile every time I reread them to remind myself of all the amazing people I was surrounded by. 

The last day of the program, Thursday, there was goodbye party in a barn-like building. I had the time of my life and I was not looking forward to the end of the night. I danced with Zoe, Jasmine and Zach the whole night. (<3) And the walk back to the dorms after the party was nice *blush* 

Sadness had completely overtaken my body Friday morning, which was when everyone had to go home. As I drove home, the whole time I was thinking 'Take me back to the night before'. I promised myself that I would go again next year and this time, I'm going to bring a friend.

I got really lucky with one of my friends, Nichols, because he lives in Alabama too! So I am definitely going to visit him before I go off to college. I also made it a goal to visit Zoe and Zach in Minnesota. 

I have learned so much about myself when I went through this program and I would literally recommend this to anybody. But enough about me, lets talk about you #BeInterestedNotInteresting

Have you ever been to a leadership program? If you have, what kind of things did you learn and do you still keep in touch with all of the friends you've made? 

I hope you all had a great day and Happy 4th!!

c'est la vie

xoxo

Hello my unicorns! I hope you're alive and well lol. I can't believe how fast this week has gone by. I feel like yesterday was Monday, yet it's nearly the end of the week. 

Recently, I've been doing a lot of sewing and mending clothes. My aunt gave mom 2 extra large garbage bags full of old clothes from her and her friend. I was a little peeved that I wasn't able to get any of those clothes. I mean, usually I'm the one that gets to have my aunts old clothes. But my mom came through and she separated the clothes and gave me a considerately large pile. But once I actually started sifting through the clothes, most of that stuff was dead ugly. Dresses from the early 2000's that no one wheres anymore, except for babies, large pants, and oversized sweats. I looked at her and I said '....why are you giving me all the ugly stuff?' She was like 'cuz I know you can make them into something fashionable.' That put a little boost in my sewing confidence. Even if she saw potential, I was still upset she barely gave me anything I could actually wear as is. She just had to give herself all the cute dresses, crop tops & skinny jeans.


She had 3 of the same of shirt, yet she wouldn't give me one of them. Like what are you going to lose? You have two more...I just don't understand her sometimes, but hey. That's what you get when you have amazing sewing skills lol

If you didn't know, there's this thing going around on twitter called "______ starter pack" and they are funny as hell omg I actually laugh out loud at some of the ones I see. So every Sunday, I will post my favorite starter pack XD

Happy Friday, my little peeps. Hope you are all having a good day. 

I just recently came down with a sickness. Who wants to spend there Friday at home with an upper respiratory infection? I sure don't. Yesterday I went to the doctor, and I felt like I should have been pronounced dead. Today, I feel much better, but at the same time I don't. I'm still insanely sick.

This post isn't much of anything really. Just me being upset about a bunch of things. Like how broke I am. How broke everyone in this household is. I know things are the way they are for a reason, but for whatever reason we are in the hole, I don't like it so far. We aren't able to do much of anything anymore. I wish we were wealthy. There would be so many things that we wouldn't have to worry about, but life doesn't work that way. Someday, I just hope we can overcome this whole financial thing so we can stop worrying about so much stuff. I know money doesn't define happiness, but when you don't have much of it, it sure as hell doesn't make anyone happy.

Thanksgiving and Christmas will be coming up soon, and just like every holiday we've had ever since we moved here, we won't be celebrating much. I don't think I'm going to ask for anything for Christmas. I knew this day would come sooner or later. I'd rather my parents not have to spend so much money when we don't have much to begin with. I don't mean to put our business out there, but this is just an issue that really makes me upset. It makes me even more upset because I can't do much about it right now. But I swear when I become famous one day, best believe I will give my mom anything she needs. And that's a promise.

Whether your'e in the same boat as me, or dealing with your own problems, stick it out. The light at the end of the tunnel will surely come. It may not be as soon as you want it to be, but trust me. God gives his hardest challenges to his strongest people...

xoxo

Happy Motivational Monday everyone(sorry Louise<3). Hope you all had a terrific weekend. Although I did indeed have a not-so-great weekend, doesn't mean I have to dwell on it. Mostly because the bae finally asked me to be his girlfriend.