To Infinity and Beyond

Hello everyone! It's been a while, hasn't it? Almost 2 months since I last wrote a blog post. In case you haven't noticed, my life really doesn't consist of anything very exciting or interesting enough for me to blog about right now. But boy do I have a blog post for you today. Quite a few things have happened since my last post, one of which is something that I cannot wait to share with you all.

School has been a huge pain in my butt this past week. Spring Break could have been longer. Speaking of Spring Break, I had an absolute smashing time. If you want to know what I did for my Spring Break, make sure you check out my "Spring Breakers" post. Ever since coming back from break, it seems as if every class I have has kicked it into full gear. The work just keeps piling on, making me put everything off even longer because I just have no motivation to start anything. I know that's bad, but I'm just so stressed and I just can't find it in my heart (or brain) to do anything yet. But something that I can look forward to is that there are only about 5-6 weeks left until school is over. 

As we all know, summer is approaching well and fast. And I think I can vouch for a lot of people by saying it is crunch time to getting that summer body we've always wanted before we start hitting the beach. I'm not sure I've said this before, but I am the absolute worst when it comes to working out. You can't get me to stick to going to the gym and working out constantly even if my life depended on it (let's just hope it doesn't have to resolve to that). But one thing I can actually say that I'm really proud of is that I have taken the liberty of taking Pilates and Piyo classes at the multipurpose facility on campus (it also helps that the walk to the facility literally takes 2 minutes). Even though it's technically a form of 'exercise', I really don't think of it that way. I actually really like these classes and they actually work. I've gotten more toned and I just feel better all around. I would 100% recommend these types of classes to those of you who are in the same boat as me or to anyone who's just looking for something new to do. 

Now here is the moment of exciting news that I know you all have been dying to know. In one of my past blog posts, I had mentioned applying to a school in the U.K., Kingston University. Here's the big new...THEY GAVE ME AN OFFER! I cannot even begin to explain how thrilled I was when I found out they actually wanted me to attend their school. The only catch is that they accepted me under a conditional offer, meaning that in order for them to fully accept me, my grades need to be at least a C+ or above by the end of this semester. I'm not going to lie, I am a little worried. I haven't been doing all that great this semester and I'm scared that this opportunity is going to slip through my fingers because I messed up my grades. But because I want this so much and this has been my dream for years, I need to get my life together and push through these last few weeks in full power mode. I don't even want to think about what would happen if I didn't get all the way in. But I have faith in myself. I have already emailed all my teachers about the situation and now all I have to do is do good and wait for my results. 

Along with my grades, something else I need to get in line are my finances. It's going to cost quite a bit of money for me to make that big move overseas. I have made a campaign on gofundme that will help aid the costs, but I never have any luck with fundraisers. That's where all of you beautiful people come in. Now I know a lot of you out there are thinking something along the lines of "why would I give my money to some girl? What's in it for me?". Well let me tell you exactly what's in it for you. I have set up a reward/gift option on the campaign where as if you donate the certain amount, I will be sending you a gift personally from me. If that's not enough reason, then I don't know what else is. Also, you will get the satisfaction of helping a young woman fulfill and achieve her dream and goal. If you want to visit the campaign page, just click this link: gofundme.com/kingstonuniversity and you will be led to the main page. I have until September to reach my goal, but I have faith in you and I and I know we can get there. 

Also, a little something on the side that I plan on doing when I do make that huge move overseas, is vlogging. Now me personally, I am absolutely obsessed with watching vlogs. Just getting to catch a glimpse of someone else's life and seeing what they get into on a day-to-day basis. I know a lot of you out there are just as obsessed with vloggers as I am. Just a few of my favorite vloggers are Joe Sugg, Gabriella Lindley, Lily Melrose, and Zoe Sugg. And that's only a select few. One day I can only hope to be as good of a vlogger as they are. 

Step 1 to being a great vlogger: Buy a vlogging camera. (it's essential)

Although not much has gone on, I hope you all enjoyed my little insert. I also hope you all have a wonderful day!

c'est la vie

xoxo

Happy Thursday everyone! This week has flown by pretty fast, I suppose. 

Anyways, I have some really good news.. As you may or may not know, #DigitourSlayBells is going on and I really wanna go. People like Andrea Russet, Kenny Holland(bae<3), Sammy Wilk(also bae), Brent Rivera, Trevor Moran(my queen, besides Tyler Oakley), and Lohanthony(Del Rey) will be there. Obviously there will be more awesome people but I'll leave that up to you to look up the rest lol . The closest event is in Orlando, I think, and I live in Alabama.... 8 hours, 8 ratchet hours of driving.

So what me and my friend are trying to do is raise money to buy plane tickets so we don't have to drive. We both need to raise about $300 each AND find an adult to accompany us. I also need to be extra good at home and school because the event is on a school day. And for the event, I'd be out of school for 2 days. So I need to have good grades and take my work with me. Lord knows how much I want to go to this thing. So I'm going to be babysitting, selling my products, doing work around the house, and asking my dad for money. We have to raise money by December so we have time to buy plane tickets and find an adult. Crossing my fingers I get to go.

Another Monday? I'm getting pretty old now lol. I hope you all had a decent weekend. Mine was just 'eh'. I didn't get much sleep last night. I love to sleep and considering I had school the next day didn't make me very happy. Me and my bed have a pretty special relationship.

If you didn't know, I have a slight(ly large) obsession with Nash Grier and Luke from the Janoskians. I can't even explain how frikkin' hot they both are. I try so hard everyday to get their attention on twitter, but it never freaking works. I see all theses people getting favorites and retweets from them, even replies. And I'm like 'how tf do you do that?' I don't want to be one of those people who spam them 24/7 because that could be insanely annoying. I just don't understand how people get noticed so easily. You know what freakin makes me upset?!?! Nash's hometown is in North Carolina. I lived in North Carolina and turns out I lived about an hour away from him. I cannot tell you how frustrated I was when I found this out after I moved to Alabama. I was a few miles away from my future lover XD 

The whole reason I brought them up was because 2 nights ago, I had a dream with both of them in it. You know how dreams have more than one part and each part are not in correlation with each other, yea? So in the first part of my dream, I was dating Luke(<33) and we were just chilling in bed watching TV together like any normal couple would do. Although I love dreams like that, I hate how they play with my emotions. Like I can only have him in my dreams, not on real life, which is true, but still. I like to think that there's a slight chance. 

lol In the second part of my dream, me and Nash were dating(yaassss). Idk y, but we were about to go into some kind of battle thing, but I wasn't a battle. It was more like a fight. He had a knife in a holster behind him. For some reason, I snuck it from behind him and stole it for myself XD lol then we were doing some pretty PG-13 stuff...only joking lol but then out of nowhere, my science teacher comes out and starts explaining the rules of the fight/battle to us. Then my dream switches up AGAIN. I'm outside with a few other people and there's this big black girl standing like she wanted to fight us. So we all got in the fighting stance and started charging at her. But the weird part was that we were beating her up(well trying to) with Apple products. Like slinging chargers at her and hitting her with cords XD don't ask me what kind of drugs I'm taking because the answer's all of them XD oh how I just love dreaming :)

Anyways, a few hours ago, I finished watching a few celebrity documentaries. I watched Justin Bieber's 'BELIEVE', and let me tell you, I almost cried. When he started crying over the loss of Ava, I was like 

In 10 years, I hope to have a well paying job in the field I want. I want to major in Interior Design in college. My dream is to have my own show on HGTV one day. I literally watched that channel everyday when I had cable. Sometimes I fear that I'll never get a job in the field that I'm majoring in. Like what kind of interior design jobs are out there that pay well. I mean I might have to start out at some furniture store, but I don't want to work at stores all my life. I want to be able to design peoples houses. Decorate my own house the way I want it. From top to bottom. Have clients trust me to make their home their dream home. That's what I hope to be doing in 10 years.

There's a lot of work that I'd need to do between now and 10 years from now to get to where I want to be. I control what happens next in my life, so I can't ever give up even when I want to. Because in the future, my dream job may be just around the corner. I also need to trust God because he already has my life planned out.

Question of the day: Where do you see yourself in 10 years?

xoxo

1. If you could live anywhere you wanted, where would you live? England. My home at heart. 

2. Who's the funniest person you know? Uuumm I'm not to sure. All of my friends are pretty funny. But maybe I'll go with little TimboCash XD or Trey. or all my friends XD
3. What's your oldest memory? Playing 4 square with some friends when I lived in Virginia. I was like 6 or something.
4. Post your favorite picture of yourself.




















5. If you could change anything about yourself what would it be? My hair length. I want long hair so bad.
6. Describe your perfect date. I'd love a little outside movie date. Set up a fort with blankets and pillows and set up a projector to watch movies on all night. :)
7. What's your dream job? I have a couple. I want to become a famous singer, be a model for clothing companies and brands, or have my own show on HGTV.
8. What's the nicest thing anyone has ever said to you? idek
9. What's the first letter of your crush's first name? L ;)
10. If you could relive one day of your life which would it be? The day I arrived in England :)
11. What's your favorite time of day and why? Dawn because it's the beginning of the day and I like to watch the sun rise.
12. What do you want to name your kids? I'm not sure, but I like the names Genevieve, Gracie, and Kiegan. So maybe one of these names XD
13. What's your best quality? My eyes
14. Have you ever betrayed someone close to you? If so, who did you betray and how did you betray them? I don't think I have. If I have, then *Justin Bieber* I don't recall XD
15. Describe your first kiss. Short, boring, regretful XD
16. What qualities do you look for in a partner? Sense of humor, loyalty, great cook ;), trustworthiness, sassiness :] , outgoing, someone who can take a joke :P 
17. What's your favorite holiday and why?  My favorite holiday is Christmas because of the pretty lights, setting up the christmas tree, hot chocolate, fire places, and family bonding :)
18. Who's the most attractive person you follow on Instagram? It's between Kian Lawley, Luke Brooks, Bethany Mota, and Zendaya.
19. What's your biggest fear? I have too many to write down.
20. What's the first thing you thought about this morning? My breath stinks...
21. What's the most trouble you've ever been in? When I was younger, I stole candy from Walmart.
23. If you could go on a vacation with 5 other people in the world where would you go and who would you go with? Italy; Zoe Sugg, Luke Brooks, my bestie, Sam Wilkinson, and my mom.
24. List your top 5 movies. 1D Movie This Is Us, Now you see me, The Avengers, Divergent, and Neighbors
25. Have you ever been in love? No

I have a lot of what if's in my life. What if I won the lottery? What if I died? What if what if... I'm going to explain a couple what ifs I have that may or may not come true XD.

WHAT IF...

Brad and Angelina adopted me? I would think of awesome scenarios about what would happen. They would take me on trips to different countries, take me to movie premiers(imagine all the other celebs I'd meet), they could land me a movie role or help me start my singing career. The possibilities are endless. Obviously my real mom wouldn't put me up for adoption, but still. XD Here's the scenario: So Angelina just adopted me. I was really happy about it. When she adopts me, we drive to the house they live in(which is huge obviously). We went to her bedroom and we had a little heart-to-heart and I was crying because I was saying how my mom didn't want me and stuff. She started crying too saying that even though she wasn't my real mom, she still loved me like she was. I didn't have any clothes so she was like ok enough with the sadness. Let's go shopping! I was like 'no no no'. I'll feel bad you'll be spending so much money on me. She said it's fine. Now that you're my daughter, I can buy you whatever you want. So we literally shopped til' we dropped. A bajillion bags on each arm. That's the kind of life you would live if Brangelina were your parents. Since she adopted those other kids, she could adopt me too. That'd be pretty awesome though. Like you have a parent meeting or something and Angelina walks in and everybody faints. Every one will be like 'Why is Angelina Jolie here?' and she'd say 'I'm here with my daughter' and everyone would look at me like...