To Infinity and Beyond

I just want to thank all of you who take the time to read my blog. It's pretty amazing to see how many views I get and where my audience comes from. I get new viewers from new countries everyday! That's pretty rad. At the rate my blog is going, I could have a least 1 viewer from almost half the world, key word 'almost'. It might be 1 viewer, but it all adds up. Today, I got a viewer from Portugal, and I just want to say that you are awesome. It feels really nice to see a lot of countries lit up on my audience tab. So I want to bid my thanks to all you lovely viewers. And I have a few surprises and tricks up my sleeve for you all. 

I love you and stay awesome!

"This time baby I'll be bulletproof."

xoxo

I have a few best friends. Most of my closest friends I had to leave behind in NC when I moved to Alabama. But I managed to snag a few best friends here as well:) 

Now, I have a question for you... Do you ever get that feeling that you are always second in everything? For example, you have a group of close friends that you hang out with all the time, but no matter what you do, you feel like your'e an extra wheel; put in second place. You can't help but feel unwanted sometimes. 

The reason I am asking you this is because from time to time, I feel like this. And I'm not gonna lie, it really isn't the best feeling. I'm not talking about anything in particular, but I feel like some people out there other than me feel this way sometimes. When I feel like the extra wheel, I always wish that someone would come talk to me so I don't feel as lonely. But we all know that I don't always get what I want. But hey, I'm not fully complaining. Atleast I do have friends who care about me. I know it sounds selfish, but sometimes I wish I could come first. I mean, who wouldn't be a little selfish in this kind of situation? I guess that's one of the reasons why I'm always on social media; to meet people and make new friends. I try, but it usually never works out. Hopefully when I get to college, I can have atleast 1 close friend that I can always confide in and go to when I need them and vise versa. 

But for now, I have you guys. All of my internet friends. 

My internet friends usually have a lot of the same interests as me. I can't say that a lot of my real world friends like 5SOS, or One Direction, or British Youtubers. But the internet lets me communicate with people I can relate to.

If you want to be my internet best friend, don't be afraid to talk to meh :) I love you peeps! Live a good life and I hope you had a wonderful day!

"Were only getting older baby, and I've been thinking bout you lately. Does it ever drive you crazy just how fast the night changes? Everything that you've ever dreamed of, disappearing when you wake up. But there's nothing to be afraid of, even when the night changes. It will never change, me and you<3"

xoxo