To Infinity and Beyond

If you didn't know, I have a slight(ly large) obsession with Nash Grier and Luke from the Janoskians. I can't even explain how frikkin' hot they both are. I try so hard everyday to get their attention on twitter, but it never freaking works. I see all theses people getting favorites and retweets from them, even replies. And I'm like 'how tf do you do that?' I don't want to be one of those people who spam them 24/7 because that could be insanely annoying. I just don't understand how people get noticed so easily. You know what freakin makes me upset?!?! Nash's hometown is in North Carolina. I lived in North Carolina and turns out I lived about an hour away from him. I cannot tell you how frustrated I was when I found this out after I moved to Alabama. I was a few miles away from my future lover XD 

The whole reason I brought them up was because 2 nights ago, I had a dream with both of them in it. You know how dreams have more than one part and each part are not in correlation with each other, yea? So in the first part of my dream, I was dating Luke(<33) and we were just chilling in bed watching TV together like any normal couple would do. Although I love dreams like that, I hate how they play with my emotions. Like I can only have him in my dreams, not on real life, which is true, but still. I like to think that there's a slight chance. 

lol In the second part of my dream, me and Nash were dating(yaassss). Idk y, but we were about to go into some kind of battle thing, but I wasn't a battle. It was more like a fight. He had a knife in a holster behind him. For some reason, I snuck it from behind him and stole it for myself XD lol then we were doing some pretty PG-13 stuff...only joking lol but then out of nowhere, my science teacher comes out and starts explaining the rules of the fight/battle to us. Then my dream switches up AGAIN. I'm outside with a few other people and there's this big black girl standing like she wanted to fight us. So we all got in the fighting stance and started charging at her. But the weird part was that we were beating her up(well trying to) with Apple products. Like slinging chargers at her and hitting her with cords XD don't ask me what kind of drugs I'm taking because the answer's all of them XD oh how I just love dreaming :)

Anyways, a few hours ago, I finished watching a few celebrity documentaries. I watched Justin Bieber's 'BELIEVE', and let me tell you, I almost cried. When he started crying over the loss of Ava, I was like 

Do you ever get the feeling that you should just become a nun because none of your relationships never work? No? Guess I'm the only one. I'm going to become a nun and my name will be Sister Frutopia  XD If you can't guess, homeslice is a single pringle, not ready to mingle. I think dating is overrated(unless you're the Janoskians. I'll sign the marriage papers rn XD). I've never had a successful relationship. I don't exactly know why, but I think it's just not my time to be in a relationship. The stars have not aligned for me. I've come to the conclusion that I just shouldn't date while I'm in high school. Relationships are hits and misses. All of mine have been misses so far, and I haven't had many boyfriends either. Not that my last one was bad, the time is just not right. Plus it's my senior year, so what's the point when I'll just be moving away soon? I don't really handle long distance relationships well(unless of course, your'e the Janoskians lol). But in all seriousness, I'm not going to be dating for a long time. I just need to focus on the goals I need to achieve and worry about getting into college. Then maybe once I meet the Janoskians, I'll rethink that decision XD (Lamb, this one's for you lol)

xoxo

For those of you who don't know, Luke and Jai from the Janoskians formed their own channel called Twin Talk Time. Their first video was Positives & Negatives of being a twin. The part I thought was funny was when they said that people called them each others names. It annoys them but they use it to their advantage. I would too. I'd just mess with people and do that 2 places at one time thing. That'd make people go crazy      

In all honesty, when I first started watching their videos, I could not tell who was who to save my life. But now, I'm an expert twin teller aparterer.......Dirty Pigs 4 Life!! You should definitely watch some more of their videos because they are pretty rad! 

xoxo

1. If you could live anywhere you wanted, where would you live? England. My home at heart. 

2. Who's the funniest person you know? Uuumm I'm not to sure. All of my friends are pretty funny. But maybe I'll go with little TimboCash XD or Trey. or all my friends XD
3. What's your oldest memory? Playing 4 square with some friends when I lived in Virginia. I was like 6 or something.
4. Post your favorite picture of yourself.




















5. If you could change anything about yourself what would it be? My hair length. I want long hair so bad.
6. Describe your perfect date. I'd love a little outside movie date. Set up a fort with blankets and pillows and set up a projector to watch movies on all night. :)
7. What's your dream job? I have a couple. I want to become a famous singer, be a model for clothing companies and brands, or have my own show on HGTV.
8. What's the nicest thing anyone has ever said to you? idek
9. What's the first letter of your crush's first name? L ;)
10. If you could relive one day of your life which would it be? The day I arrived in England :)
11. What's your favorite time of day and why? Dawn because it's the beginning of the day and I like to watch the sun rise.
12. What do you want to name your kids? I'm not sure, but I like the names Genevieve, Gracie, and Kiegan. So maybe one of these names XD
13. What's your best quality? My eyes
14. Have you ever betrayed someone close to you? If so, who did you betray and how did you betray them? I don't think I have. If I have, then *Justin Bieber* I don't recall XD
15. Describe your first kiss. Short, boring, regretful XD
16. What qualities do you look for in a partner? Sense of humor, loyalty, great cook ;), trustworthiness, sassiness :] , outgoing, someone who can take a joke :P 
17. What's your favorite holiday and why?  My favorite holiday is Christmas because of the pretty lights, setting up the christmas tree, hot chocolate, fire places, and family bonding :)
18. Who's the most attractive person you follow on Instagram? It's between Kian Lawley, Luke Brooks, Bethany Mota, and Zendaya.
19. What's your biggest fear? I have too many to write down.
20. What's the first thing you thought about this morning? My breath stinks...
21. What's the most trouble you've ever been in? When I was younger, I stole candy from Walmart.
23. If you could go on a vacation with 5 other people in the world where would you go and who would you go with? Italy; Zoe Sugg, Luke Brooks, my bestie, Sam Wilkinson, and my mom.
24. List your top 5 movies. 1D Movie This Is Us, Now you see me, The Avengers, Divergent, and Neighbors
25. Have you ever been in love? No

So...There is something you need to know about me....I am in fact a hopeless romantic. I always make up scenarios about me dating my favorite celebs or youtubers. My favorites to daydream about are Luke Brooks from the Janoskians, David Scarzone from IM5, and Kian Lawley from O2L. Why? I'll tell you why...Luke Brooks is a pure soul. His creativity is what gets me. He is an amazing photographer(snap me like one of those french models). Luke is spectacularly good looking as well. Tbh, I love his temper. Its hot. XD but seriously, Luke is my lamb. I chose lamb because his name is Luke Anthony Mark Brooks. Clever, i know. If I got it wrong in any way, please don't kill me Janoskianators. Next is David. David has probably the most adorable eyes I have ever seen. Please IM5ers back me up on this. I would fall for his puppy dogs eyes any time. All he has to do is pout and I'm gone. Don't get me started on his body. I mean whoa. His smile is heavenly and he is hilarious. OMG have you seen his old dance videos on his Instagram and Youtube?! No? Well you should if you want to melt out of your skin. Him and his band are so talented. They are working with Todrick Hall(BAE)on a little series called band camp. You should watch it. It is sooooo good and funny. 

Last but certainly not least, Mr.Kian Lawley. Let me just start out and say that he is one of the weirdest people I have ever seen. And I like that. He's not afraid to be weird and stupid on camera. He's like 8'10''(hows the weather up there, Kiki?)Because he's so skinny and lanky, some of the things he does looks awkward cuz his limbs are 5 feet long. I love Kiki Lawl no less though. I love the stupid faces he make. I looove the rest of the O2L boys. I could listen to Sam's laugh all day. Ricky is so sassy and hilarious. Jc is just so chill all the time. Trevor slays(I was going to say he is my queen, but lesbihonest, Tyler Oakly is the king and queen of my life<3). Although Frantastic Connor isn't in O2L, Connor is love, Connor is life(if you get that reference, were you as scarred as I was?)

I always think about the day I'll finally get a boyfriend. But I can never see someone liking me that way. I do love my body and I think I'm pretty sometimes, but I do have my insecurities. I haven't had a boyfriend since 9th grade. But I don't really count that as a relationship. I look around and see all these cute couples online like Zalfie(<3<3), Jia(soo cute), Kiandrea(I know they're R.I.P. but they WERE cute when they were together. She is soo gorgeous, and her eyebrows are always on point.) My point is, when am I going to get my moment?? I always think to myself, 'why don't guys like me?'. But then I think 'Maybe guys do like me they're just shy', Then I'm like....naahhhh. For those guys and gals out there who can relate, one day we will get our chance. We just have to wait a little bit longer than others. Sure we all want to date our favorite celebrity. I would love to date Luke, or David...or Kian...Can't choose. Even though its 80% impossible, we can always dream, right?

Question of the day: Who's your crush? :-)